I want to get away. I want to fly away.

And the drama continues...just in another form. If it's not one thing, it's another, and quite frankly I'm getting sick of it. I'm tired of being pulled into the middle of situations that I have no control over. I'm tired of being made to look like a bad person. I'm tired of being talked about in conjunction with another person even though there is nothing going on. I'm just tired.

So I decided to go home for a couple of days. Sometimes just getting away from it all is the best medicine.

I don't know though. In one situation I've just decided to give up...again. I have no idea what's going on and I'm pretty sure I won't figure it out any time soon, and if what I've been hearing is true then it's not worth my time anyway. I don't feel like explaining what that means. Let's just say that I like someone, who in all appearances likes me, but...I don't even know. I don't see the problem, if there even is one. Whatever. I don't care anymore.

Ok, yeah, so that's a lie but whatever.

And then that stupid situation...just leave me out of it. I don't need the frustration, the strain on friendships. Just stop.

Like that'll ever happen, right?

I'm so tired of drama, but I'm not naive enough to think that it will ever completely go away. I know my problems seem so small in comparison with others, but these "small" problems deal with my heart and my friendships...

So I guess it's safe to say that although they don't mean a hill of beans in the grand scheme of things, the lines that I'm walking on are very narrow and when I fall the direction of that fall will be life-changing.