Tuesday, October 9, 2007

You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat.

I don't know what I'm doing...what I'm getting myself into.

You're not supposed to help who you like, so why am I so worried?

I've never been able to see myself being with someone indefinitely, but now I do.

And it scares me...not because it's my future we're talking about.

But because of something else. Something so much deeper.

I want this, more than I've wanted anything in a very long time, but there's no way for it not to end in heartache.

The question is not whether or not I want it because I do.

The question is whether or not I'm willing to risk everything more than I already have.

1 comment:

Stephanielaugh said...

Don't stop yourself because of that.. he cares about you, and this is the first guy Ive seen make you happy in a while. Your happiness is reflected in how I feel when I'm with Joe. I think it's that guy for you. I know your afraid, but hey look what I've been through, sometimes to follow your heart you have to go in afraid.