Hold me like you held onto life. Love me like you love the sun.

So last night was fun-ish. The party itself wasn't all that great...the auction was entertaining. The company wasn't all bad though...even if I did get exposed to something I really did not want to see. It didn't help that it was a certain person, but I honestly wouldn't want to see it with anyone else either. But Stephanie and I talked for a long time last night and I've come to the realization that it's not worth it.