So he's finally acting normally again. And I'm so glad because it would break my heart if I lost him as a friend. I still like him. I'm still attracted to him. But he's still with her, and I've gotten to know her and she's become one of my friends. Things aren't going well with them. But if they do break up I don't know what will happen. I don't know what I feel, what I want. I just don't know.
Everybody would say I'm crazy, an idiot. But I can't help it. I thought I was over it, but I guess not.
And then there's the other one. I thought there might be something there but he's never around enough for anything to develop. Basically I've just given up hope on him...and the rumors I've been hearing aren't too comforting.
I guess I'm just going to be single for a while. I don't particularly like it, especially since I always feel like a fifth wheel or whatnot. But it's not all bad. At least I'm not dating someone who's in a fraternity that rules his life.
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