So the tears are pretty much gone. The hardest part was actually going through with it. But he wanted to hang out this afternoon, and I went over there and stayed all afternoon with him because I'm stupid. I guess this is him trying. I don't know. I don't want to not be with him, but if things are the way they were I can't continue to be with him. I'm still single and it's not like we'll be back together tomorrow. But at least it's not completely finished.