I guess we're back together. I'm not sure if I consider him my boyfriend. I'm really worried about what's going to happen after I graduate. I have no idea where I'm going to be, and if I'm far enough away I know a relationship with him won't last. So now I'm second-guessing my decision to give it another shot because I'm not sure if it will be worth it in the long run. I broke my heart of my own accord the first go 'round. I don't think I can handle it being broken on account of the same situation again.