I watched a movie with him yesterday. It was the first time in 3 1/2 months that I've done anything one-on-one with him. I've been forbidden to get back together with him by certain people, but I still like him and even though I didn't even let him kiss me, it was really easy to remember why. I actually had a good time, including the unintentional nap I took with him. I don't know what's going to happen or if I want anything to happen at all. I told him that I wasn't going to set myself up for anything and that I refused to be a friend with benefits. And I think he understands that if he really wants to try this again that he's going to have to work for it, but I'm not sure if I believe he has/can change/d. It's all overwhelming.
And then there's my other situation. I think it's coming to a close though. I haven't talked to or seen him in a week. But I've been expecting it so it's not a big deal. Besides, nothing good could come of it anyway.
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